Hello from my couch....

Well I'm writing to you from my couch, one of the many exciting places that I will be hitting up today. Next, I'm gonna party on into the garage and maybe try and play drums. I figure with all this free time I gotta do something productive. There's only so much porn and Frito Pies you can eat before you feel like Larry Flint on a Friday night. I think this is the most free time I have ever had in my life. Everyone was telling me I could use the time off to relax, but it's been kind of boring. I've been sleeping in til 9 or 10 and not showering until 5 at night when I have to go to school. Fun times on my end. Up until last week I was looking like one of the Oklahoma City bombers. My beard was getting pretty nasty and my hair was longer than Ron Jeremy's dong. What? And then I wonder why I'm a single ha. Actually, it's been about a year since I've been single. Lot of ups, lot of downs, but It's been good. You meet a lot of people. I think I've said that before. A few blind dates here and there but nothing really special. It's kind of hard for me to actually date someone as stupid as that sounds. I usually get put in that "Friends" category. I mean, you can always use friends, but sometimes it gets kind a little tiring. My problem is, I'm not really forward with what I want. I'm always unsure about everything. From what to eat, to where to go, from "should I wear my Incredible Hulk Underwear or Elephant Thong" debates, always unsure. Plus, knowning if someone likes me or not is not my greatest quality. I'm pretty blind when it comes to that stuff. Which is why I'm kind of in a pickle or a situation. It's funny cause the person I'm into gives me the butterflies whenever I hear from her. I really don't know how to go about this, so maybe someone will give me some advice on what to do ha. All I know is that for Halloween, I'm gonna be a Sexy Bumblebee and hopefully that doesn't scare her off haha. Anyways, I gotta go kill some terrorists online aka play games. Holler. I'm probably gonna do a short film in a bit and I'll post it up here. I'm that bored.